Ou, Bappa Do.

So hey, how's it goin?
Uhm, didn't say shit yesterday cause I had nuthin to say.
Today's sorta the same, but I thought I'd update since you miss me so much :)
As of right now, I got's me a little telegirl.
I skipped 5th to get pizza today, and came back to school just for MESA class.
Me and my Bestfriend are beefin, he's whatever, whatta fag!
And my ex, yeah I know I'm not supposed to talk about her no more, but shit,
she's my lil' naked sushi queen!
I hate being single, but atleast I can get my flirt on, feel me?! :p
I may be over my ex girlfriend, shit I know she's bouta catch me slippin haha
So yeah, I'm lookin' for a girlfriend, anybody willing :p
This summer should crack pretty hard, cause I'm heading over to Camp 10 Trees WOOPEE!
But yeah, here's a little update of my beauty :p vvvvv

I know I know, I get a little conceited!
Goodnight/Evening Bloggers!

June 7th, 2008-January 6th 2009

Admitting everything,

*The first time we met, I couldn't breathe
*My mom gave me that promise ring I talked about, 14 cg
*I hate PDA too, but everything was so good with you
*I cut a lot more than you think
*Your baby picture is taped to my wall
*I drew your initials everywhere with paint marker -_-
*I hate yelling at you
*I've dedicated nearly EVERY song to you
*I sleep with your favorite sweater on at night
*I still haven't thrown anything away
*I cut the head off of your hippo =/
*I miss your cracked lips
*I told Jossue about your "road kill"
*I stay up every night, cry most of them
*I don't put money on my phone so that you can't call and I can't call you either
*I wanted to propose to you on your Birthday
*I've been depressed since our first break up
*I drive by your street nearly every morning
*Your the worst hand holder
*When I threatend to beat your ass, I never ment it -_- I don't even think I can fight
*I spent 4 hours on that journal
*I was devistated when a month would go by and you wouldn't post a single picture
*I hated Vee for the longest
*I asked some of my homeboys to look for Justin when I found out
*When you cry, it feels like a million splinters are stabbed into all of my fingers
*I've always wanted to get naked but I was scared you'd leave me
*I write notes to you in class even though you'll never get them. total: atleast 245
*I always stood up for you when others would talk shit about you
*I've cared about you since I saw that video on youtube like 3-4 years ago
*Your the reason I wanted to break aubreys face
*I'm naming my daughter Hannah Isabela Marie, and that's just her first name O.O
*I miss the feelings of my hands on your hips
*I sing to you when your sleeping..well my phones on mute
*I still hope that you'll run back, one day
*There's a probability that I'm stalking you
*I hate myself for leaving you
*I cried every night that we didn't talk when I ignored you that whole 9 days
*I forgot how cute we were
*I never liked Maria, we only held hands cause she grabbed mine
*I think I hate Robert
*Edna only pissed me off today because she kept talking about ROBERT pattinson
*I don't know how I'm gonna stop talking to you! =/
*I wish you lived next door
*I wish I was the BOY of your dreams
*I haven't been more sorry in my life
*I bet if I told my mom I still loved you, she'd slap me
*I'm going to gay camp to meet other girls
*I can't cry in Jossue's arm's so I cry to my Hannah pillow
*I use that purple blanket to sleep on
*I wish I could lose all this weight for you
*I'm not happy about you moving on, actually I'd kill to be as happy as you
*All those nights we stayed up talking, those were my favorites
*He's basically the boy version of me
*I love when you yell at me, I mean atleast your not using that baby voice
*I wish you'd just come over to see my new room, and that's it
*I wish I never told you the "truth"
*Your gonna hate me forever after you read this but I'm always gonna be down to talk

I can't think of anything else....
I mean except the usual,
I love you Hannahlyn Marie Alexis Le "Sok"
Forever and After, an eternity plus 1 minus a million plus 2 billion.
Goodbye.

The End..

No not "thee" actual end, but close enough.
Basically the ending of my spring break was spent at my Best Friends house.
We watched movies and etc.
Oh my god, his stupid little cat peed in my favorite pair of vans... *sad face*
Oh well, they had to die at some point.
Well we watched 'Sex Drive', 'Shutter', and 'The Ruins'.
Pretty good, I think I'm in love with Shutter xp
Really good movie, didn't get that good till the end, but over all really twisted!
I so wanted to spend spring break taking pictures of my close friends, like photoshoot shit,
but didn't go well since my camera STILL isn't on!
I need a battery and etc.
Me and my ex are like...rock bottom.
Why do I keep bringing her up? -_-
Alrighty then, I'll write another tonight before I go to bed.
Maybe around 8:30? See you then!

Sweet Misery

Today was a good day for sure.
Not much happened but don't trip,
I didn't have a mental break down or nuthin foolish like that.
Tonight may or may not be a good night.
See, problem is, I'm so here for her, yah know?
But just like any other jealous ex, I have those feelings,
feelings like, "damn I hope he keeps fuckin' up"
Should I be here as her buddy, or here as something more.
I mean, I just want somebody to make my princess happy, and if he can't do it,
I know who can.
Good Night Bloggers.

p.s. Never fall out of love with your first love,
because in all actuality, you'll never be able to, there's no use tryin'!

You can't tell me your day was better!

Guess the fuck what?!
I got to seeeee Beyonce :p
None of my f'n pictures turned out right but whatever,
I'm keeping that experience with me right here in the front of my head!
Overall I got this cute glow thingy, it flashes 7 different ways, trippy, i know O.O

And a sexy ass t-shirt with all the dates on the back and her on the front *drool*
Well, on top of that, I think I'm doing pretty good with my ex.
I think it's just in the momment though,
sooner or later I'll come back to earth and be depressed all over again, whatever!
And yeah, 2 posts in one day, AND WHAT :p
Alright Good Night Nigguhs!

Another Wednesday

So lets just say, I have no life, and I'll probably be keeping up on appearances.
As far as Spring Break goes, nada, I haven't done shit!
I'm going insane on Guitar Hero, and this Peanut Butter cookie has become my best friend.
I can't wait till Sunday, there's this really cute girl that goes to my mom's job :)
She makes me melt, but honestly, when am I ever gonna get over my ex?
Sheesh, The world may never know.
Oh yeah, I got my Bestest Buddy Back! So excited about that.

Sorry I never replied last night JP :(
Well then, this is Number 2 like poo, Maybe Number 3 before bed or whatever.
Payce.

Joining the 'Crowd'

Are you honestly ready to listen?
Alright, I've made this blogspot thingy mabober so that I can talk about how lousy and boring my days are, possibly accomplishing disagreements in my nonsense and so on.
I may be the best person you'll ever meet, feel free to disagree.
My life and all that is made up of 1 thing, happiness.
Not my happiness, your happiness, so smile for me, please.
Remember that I'm Jasmine, and the only thing that comes between me and fresh baked cookies is milk.
Good Night.
p.s. this may be the start to a very progressive friendship.