Admitting everything,
*The first time we met, I couldn't breathe
*My mom gave me that promise ring I talked about, 14 cg
*I hate PDA too, but everything was so good with you
*I cut a lot more than you think
*Your baby picture is taped to my wall
*I drew your initials everywhere with paint marker -_-
*I hate yelling at you
*I've dedicated nearly EVERY song to you
*I sleep with your favorite sweater on at night
*I still haven't thrown anything away
*I cut the head off of your hippo =/
*I miss your cracked lips
*I told Jossue about your "road kill"
*I stay up every night, cry most of them
*I don't put money on my phone so that you can't call and I can't call you either
*I wanted to propose to you on your Birthday
*I've been depressed since our first break up
*I drive by your street nearly every morning
*Your the worst hand holder
*When I threatend to beat your ass, I never ment it -_- I don't even think I can fight
*I spent 4 hours on that journal
*I was devistated when a month would go by and you wouldn't post a single picture
*I hated Vee for the longest
*I asked some of my homeboys to look for Justin when I found out
*When you cry, it feels like a million splinters are stabbed into all of my fingers
*I've always wanted to get naked but I was scared you'd leave me
*I write notes to you in class even though you'll never get them. total: atleast 245
*I always stood up for you when others would talk shit about you
*I've cared about you since I saw that video on youtube like 3-4 years ago
*Your the reason I wanted to break aubreys face
*I'm naming my daughter Hannah Isabela Marie, and that's just her first name O.O
*I miss the feelings of my hands on your hips
*I sing to you when your sleeping..well my phones on mute
*I still hope that you'll run back, one day
*There's a probability that I'm stalking you
*I hate myself for leaving you
*I cried every night that we didn't talk when I ignored you that whole 9 days
*I forgot how cute we were
*I never liked Maria, we only held hands cause she grabbed mine
*I think I hate Robert
*Edna only pissed me off today because she kept talking about ROBERT pattinson
*I don't know how I'm gonna stop talking to you! =/
*I wish you lived next door
*I wish I was the BOY of your dreams
*I haven't been more sorry in my life
*I bet if I told my mom I still loved you, she'd slap me
*I'm going to gay camp to meet other girls
*I can't cry in Jossue's arm's so I cry to my Hannah pillow
*I use that purple blanket to sleep on
*I wish I could lose all this weight for you
*I'm not happy about you moving on, actually I'd kill to be as happy as you
*All those nights we stayed up talking, those were my favorites
*He's basically the boy version of me
*I love when you yell at me, I mean atleast your not using that baby voice
*I wish you'd just come over to see my new room, and that's it
*I wish I never told you the "truth"
*Your gonna hate me forever after you read this but I'm always gonna be down to talk
I can't think of anything else....
I mean except the usual,
I love you Hannahlyn Marie Alexis Le "Sok"
Forever and After, an eternity plus 1 minus a million plus 2 billion.
Goodbye.
